Well, we've only been in school for two full weeks now, and I already have that overwhelmed, I-want-to-throw-things-out-a-window-and-cry feeling. Paperwork, meetings, and unrestrained "summertime" behaviors have me quite defeated at the moment. And thinking that the year has only begun gives me a sense of exhaustion that I can't seem to shake.
Complaints of, "these kids!", "this pacing!", and "that stack of papers!" swirl through my brain like a record on repeat.
If only I had more time in the day.
If only I had fewer students, or more mature students, or quieter students.
If only I didn't have ADD and could keep myself organized.
The wishes just pile up.
I turned to Pinterest to look for advice on how to correct class-clown mentality in several students, time management strategies when there's not enough time, and organization techniques for distractable procrastinators. While perusing the Education Boards, I scrolled across this image.
What a direct message from God! Here I am, grudgingly whining about my flock. But the Lord put these students in my class for a reason; perhaps for them, perhaps for me. They are in my care for the next year and it is my mission to shepherd them willingly and with a servant's heart.
Isn't it amazing when God brings you the perfect message, exactly when you need it? And, boy, did I need it! I am #evergrateful for the example of the Good Shepherd!